Hello everyone. I have another blog, but I have decided to make one more. This is just to express how I am feeling, because I don't usually get the opportunity to share my thoughts. I have a few friends, I have a great, loving family although they drive me crazy sometimes, and I am studying in school.
I have a normal life. Well, I did. Now things are really messed up.
I am in recovery from an eating disorder, Anorexia. I have been through rehabilitation, which was for 2 months. I completed that, and then left the facility. I now see my ED doctor at the Clinic every other week. It used to be every week. I am so glad that it isn't that way anymore. I still get treated like a child. I understand that, though, because what teenager cannot feed themselves? Oh yeah, the one married to Ed. He is my abusive husband and tell me shit like, "I am so ugly, no one will like me. I wish I could be someone other than myself. I am fat. I am terrible." I am tired of these LIES. I need to have help and I know that. I want help. I want to show everyone out there that it is SO IMPORTANT to seek treatment. BUT you must be dedicated to getting better, if not, then there is no hope. But, as my title reads, I still have hope. It will be okay.
I struggle--a lot. And I need your support and best wishes sent my way. I could really use encouragement and relations. Thank you <3
